this may be cringe but i wrote it at like 3 am with pinkeye and i was kinda emotional lol
this song is about my tendency to believe people only interact with me out of pity, and discovery that people I really like do actually interact with me cause they like me and not out of pity
lyrics
it’s hard for me to believe
that right now more than ever
i like myself, and the things that i do
and i don’t know if you know this
but last week i was having a rough time
but this week you showed me the
beauty of this world
and i don’t know
how to thank you
because now more than ever
i want to keep going
cause i love you and i i love myself
i never thought (guitar stops)
that i love myself
i never thought
that id love myself
so thank you
goddamnit fucking thank you
i have a newfound confidence in myself
it’s not perfect but it’s a start
and that feeling that pushes me down
still gets to me
but i can push and push and push on through
cause i’m done giving up
and i know that you may not understand
how much this means to me
but you need to know
god you need to know
cause i didn’t know
life was worth living
but thanks to you
i found it is
One of the most beloved post-hardcore albums of the ’10s gets a long-overdue remix and remaster just in time for its tenth anniversary. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 25, 2024