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c g am f i don’t why i’m here on the planet in this country in this town in this house i don’t know why i’m going to school i think i was supposed to, or something like that i can hardly make it through the day without pretending that i’m better than i am is that me or stimulants how can i tell? c. g. am i dont fucking know the future the fuck could i f know myself (break) maybe there’s one thing that i know other than the politics of how to hate to myself it’s that youuuuuuve got my back, through it all whether i’m crying i’m bleeding im throwing up or don’t know what to do this is a love song from a gay mentally ill fucking loser and i hope you enjoy cause i don’t know how else to tell you that i love you that i love you c. g. am. f i woke up this morning and i wasn’t even dead (break)
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Hey noobs, I'm going to like totally like pwn you noobs Cause I pwn you, like I pwn you like pretty hard and stuff right I'm going to give you some spanks Just like you're like Lia and you suck ass at all the games you try to play Cause I pwn you, I pwn you like pretty hard and stuff right (nice) Pwn you.. I pwn you like you're like somebody's mom trying to play the games I pwn you (Is that on? I dont think) I will pwn you.. sometime.. maybe when we play the game [Hey Noobs la la la la la la la la la la I pwn you la la la la la la la la la] Noobs.. I just like, kind of want to let you know, That like I totally like pwn, like you.. and ahh, You know you may think that like maybe one day like maybe I won't like anymore, But that's wrong..I'm always going to pwn you, cause I'm teh_pwnerer, it's just what I do [I pwn you la la la la la la la la la la like you're someone's mom la la la la la la la la la] I pwn you like pretty hard and stuff right, oh you want some of that? You're someones mom.. Oh you begging for the mercy now I'm gonna give you some spanks.. Cause you're total noob and you'll suck ass at every game you try to play I pwn all.
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vape break 00:18
VAPE BREAK VAPE BREAK VAPE BREAK NICOTINE
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it’s hard for me to believe that right now more than ever i like myself, and the things that i do and i don’t know if you know this but last week i was having a rough time but this week you showed me the beauty of this world and i don’t know how to thank you because now more than ever i want to keep going cause i love you and i i love myself i never thought (guitar stops) that i love myself i never thought that id love myself so thank you goddamnit fucking thank you i have a newfound confidence in myself it’s not perfect but it’s a start and that feeling that pushes me down still gets to me but i can push and push and push on through cause i’m done giving up and i know that you may not understand how much this means to me but you need to know god you need to know
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BITE MARKS capo 2 C Am F G god was a tranny she liked breakcore and giving people shit when they were poor she got taken by the pigs and put on a cross she tried to bite her way out but they didn’t think it was hot (no chords) god i wish should would bite me like bite me bite me please fucking bite me take my mind away from here bite me bite me please fucking bite me leave me a little mark bite me bite me please fucking bite me take me to another place I may be a faggot but that doesn’t matter cause i don’t give a shit [go fucking crazy at the end]
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i will never grab a beer with frank who works in shipping cuz frank who works in shipping is a racist i will never grab a lunch with the lady from hr cuz the lady from hr is an elitist she decides who comes n goes who flies our corporate flag well most of all the whole thing makes me sad im a cog im a cog im a cog in their machine making people widgets that they dont really need and if this whole place burned down and everybody died i doubt the boss would even bat an eye cuz im a tool for their use i was hired for their abuse they asked me why im so fucking blue BURN IT DOWN BURN IT DOWN BURN THE WHOLE THING TO THE GROUND just like giblerts mothers house in the shitty part of town if she cant climb those stairs of truth o why the fuck cant i its a shame that sweet old lady had to die if she cant climb those stairs of truth o why the fuck cant i its a shame that sweet old lady had to die
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thank yous 01:41
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this isn't a mystery of life... it's shit!! DAEA#CE im not afraid of the monster under my bed im not afraid of the monster in my closet my bed i am afraid of the people who call me names im afraid im alone and its not getting any better im afraid im alone and its not getting any better i'll cry we'll cry we'll cry together under my bed we dont mind here we're not afraid till we walk out those doors then i realize im still alone
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statement 00:52
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PUSSY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA A

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The cold brushed my cheeks, I tossed and turned but it was no use. Light bled as I opened my eyes, my family's voices echo through the hall. Stammering to my feet, I look outside of my frosted window and a white-blanket world; the snow's finally come. "Good morning", my mother says as she kisses my head, placing something atop the bed. Pajamas. Ah, it's Christmas. Every year, my family wears "Christmas pajamas," a long-standing tradition from before I was born. I hurriedly slip them on, Snoopy's visage adorns my chest. My footsteps prod the wooden stairs as all begins to hush. I creep around the corner to a "Merry Christmas!" eruption. Their faces giddy, approaching me for hugs. I embrace each tightly one-by-one as the fireplace crackles, the warmth burrows my bones. "Presents???" my cousin asks unsubtly, his cheeks red with excitement. Names are called one by one as I sit, the tension in the air is palpable. Uncle Santa calls for me, handing me a bow-wrapped box. I glance down, my mother stroking my hair as I read the tag: "Love, Mom." In this moment, everyone is happy. Smiling, opening gifts with hurried hands, telling stories of their lives. I take in everything: the voices, the warmth, the excitement, the bonds, the love. It's all I've ever wanted.

REVIEWS:
" I kno musics subjective I kno there’s freedom of expression mofos can do what they want , but don’t be mad that I think this jus disrespectful to music as a whole lol" - @guvvimav

"Take the bob Marley poster out of that room. He does not deserve to be disrespected like that" -@vapernut

"Gen Z at the local basement show after they told their parents they hate them for not buying this season's Fortnite Battle pass while back home on Thanksgiving break during their 6th year of community college (taking 4 credits this semester with a Music History and Japanese Language class), in an absolutely seething outburst of hormonal-therapy induced rage." -@matty_mann

"Better than death drips or whatever they’re called" -@sharksonly

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released December 4, 2023

guitar/vox- Lia
erhu/drum/vox-Sez
kazoo-Asher
sound guy:Dougie

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