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capo 2
c am f g
you said i’m not supposed to be
what i am
cause god made me the way i was
and if that’s the case
why does god hate me so much?
cause i’m a faggot
a troon
or get hit till i coom
i rely
on stimulants
to get me through the day
all my friends are
fucking weird
and that’s why i love them
i wanna be punched
i wanna be bruised
i wanna go out with you
if there is a god
he’d want me to be happy
i wanna be happy
i wanna be happy
i wanna be happy
i wanna be happy
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2. |
protest song
02:26
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D A Bm G
this is a protest song
against all the things i hate
like having to give u an answer
if you ask me what’s up
cause i don’t know what i’m thinking
i don’t know the world
i don’t know the future
just that everything’s fucked
(break)
i sit here with my guitar
playing songs about my friends
who i call family
and this song is a protest song about everything that makes me sad
(tempo pick up)
like cops or politicians
or the president or your boss
or the time you told me that you
keep getting lost
i hate that you lost your cat
at least he did come back
i hate republicans and cars
my lack of value of myself
i hate depression and anxiety i wanna leave my room
i wanna scream and shout and let it all out
and thats why i wrote this song
it is a protest song
it is a protest song
it is a protest song about all the things i hate
Fuck!
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3. |
meat
01:09
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am em f g
C Am F G
IM JUST A FUCKING PILE OF MEAT BUT I WANT TO WRITE THIS SONG
my bloody heart and my leaking veins and the rot that’s formed around my brain
that have lead me to the conclusion
that i don’t know what the fuck is real
am i or you? or the pig parked on the street corner?
i don’t knowww
i don’t fucking know
am i a corpse ?
with my brains leaking out my nose?
is there a difference between me and what’s on your dinner plate?
is there more to me than the rotting corpse i reside in?
i don’t know but probably
cause when i’m with you
i feel like so much more
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4. |
love is not pity
02:41
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it’s hard for me to believe
that right now more than ever
i like myself, and the things that i do
and i don’t know if you know this
but last week i was having a rough time
but this week you showed me the
beauty of this world
and i don’t know
how to thank you
because now more than ever
i want to keep going
cause i love you and i i love myself
i never thought (guitar stops)
that i love myself
i never thought
that id love myself
so thank you
goddamnit fucking thank you
i have a newfound confidence in myself
it’s not perfect but it’s a start
and that feeling that pushes me down
still gets to me
but i can push and push and push on through
cause i’m done giving up
and i know that you may not understand
how much this means to me
but you need to know
god you need to know
cause i didn’t know
life was worth living
but thanks to you
i found it is
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5. |
BITE MARKS
00:58
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capo 2
C Am F G
god was a tranny
she liked breakcore
and giving people shit
when they were poor
she got taken by the pigs and put on a cross
she tried to bite her way out but they didn’t think it was hot
(no chords) god i wish should would bite me like
bite me bite me please fucking bite me take my mind away from here
bite me bite me please fucking bite me leave me a little mark
bite me bite me please fucking bite me take me to another place
I may be a faggot but that doesn’t matter cause
i don’t give a shit
[go fucking crazy at the end]
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c g am f
i don’t why i’m here
on the planet in this country in this town in this house
i don’t know why i’m going to school
i think i was supposed to, or something like that
i can hardly make it through the day
without pretending that i’m better than i am
is that me or stimulants how can i tell?
c. g. am
i dont fucking know the future the fuck could i
f
know myself
(break)
maybe there’s one thing that i know
other than the politics of how to hate to myself
it’s that youuuuuuve got my back, through it all
whether i’m crying i’m bleeding im throwing up
or don’t know what to do
this is a love song from a gay mentally ill fucking loser
and i hope you enjoy cause i don’t know how else to tell you
that i love you
that i love you
c. g. am. f
i woke up this morning and i wasn’t even dead
(break)
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